In her eyes

Her eyes depicts enormous pain
A silent voice shouts for a friend
Deep in her eyes is a bucket of sorrows
Loneliness is tearing her apart
Though she tryna convince herself that all is alright
But you can see she needs to be loved
Her heart bruises blood of disguise
Because she has been hurt
Although her heart is not broken
Her eager to fall for someone again has been sucked out
She appears to be strong on the outerself

In her eyes, she wishes to find someone
Someone to appreciate her
Someone to love and make her happy
Someone to amend her heart and complete her
Someone to accustom to make her his priority
Someone to tell her everything will be alright when there’s no hope
Someone to confer a shoulder to lean on
Because she will cry no more
Someone to be her best friend
Someone to lend her an ear when she need to talk
Someone to reminisce with
Someone to pour waters with
Her eyes are spray-painted by these desires

Deep in her eyes she envy a best husband ever
But her envy fades away coz she smells no love
All she ever acquaints with is lust
She’s unfortunate to be used rather than loved
Every man coming in her life exasperates hope
Hope for “Mr. Right” but it all vanishes
For there is no love anymore
Yet she doesn’t give up, coz her heart is made of love
She gives her very best to each of her acquaintances
This is depicted through her eyes

In her eyes you can see she’s been thru it all
Yet she do not wanna relinquish
As each day passby, her age adds up too
Time is running out for her dreams
Dreams to have an ideal family
To be married and have kids
This is what her heart and eyes desires

Through her eyes she needs security
She needs someone to talk softly with her when she shouts
She needs someone to be her light when her days are dark
Someone who is gonna see her inner beauty
Because the beauty on the outside is for everyone
She needs someone to cherish every momento with
Because beyond the pain depicted in her eyes
There is hope for a better life
Deep in her eyes she is all a man can dream of

In this land

I’m caught up in a land
A land full of promises
Yet succumbed by so much hatred
A land painted with fear of unknown
Yet blessed with so many ambitious people
A land of liberation and choices
But we’re afraid to liberate ourselves
We’re scared to display our capabilities
For we’re portrayed by our own mistakes
Mistakes which got us where we are today
Mistakes which will get us to our destiny
A destiny to be travelled
For life is a journey
But we have turned it to a race
A race full of curves and laps
Interesting and challenging laps
Where we set our own speed limit
Coz we are liberated in this land

I’m caught up in a land
A land where only the fittest survive
Only the wisest make it
Not only because of the wisdom
But coupled with determination
The orchestration is strategic
Coz only strategists go up the ladder
A ladder full of challenges
Yet worthwhile to climb
It’s not going to be easy
But what have I got to lose?
This is a land of choices
You choose to wake up
And make things happen
Or to sleep, hope for some miracles happen
For this land is full of opportunities
Opportunities are seen by those who look for them
Not by those whom wait for them
But by those who creates them

I’m caught up in a land
A land with so much temptation
Deceitful acts to hinder one from succeeding
Yet the land presents rich soils for us all
Everybody can plough enough for themselves
I’m caught up in a land
Where one’s success brings pain to others
A land full of backstabbers
But I don’t waste ma time on such negatives
For God is my Sheppard
He leads me besides still waters of this land

Fear = Courage

Every minor thing I do
They make me wonder, am I doing enough?
I fear to sit around
Coz that will not bring anything to the table
I fear being wrong
That makes me give my best in life
I fear to make the same mistakes again
My fear is my courage

I have immense fear to fail
That keeps me on my toes
I fear not to do anything to change my life
That makes me hustle everyday
I fear to speak flabbergastedly
That makes me to be sentimental

I fear not to take risks
Risks are a bridge to success
I fear to love you
What if you don’t love me back?
I fear the Almighty Lord
Coz He deserves to be Praised!

My fear is my courage
That makes wake up everyday to do what’s right
I may not be perfect
But my courage is genuine
The fear I have exasperates the courage in me.

optimism

2010 has reached its expiry date
some had an amazing year
some spent most of it rummaging new ventures
some missed out on a train of hope

when u feel like you’ve gave it your best
yet all you get is a pending fate
when every effort seem like a waste of time
keep going, though you need hope
for around the corner is your destiny

2011 prompts to be the best for everyone
it is full of hope, for we cannot do anything without it
the black cloud will disappear
the sun will shine and light your future
though the road be steep and hard to climb
never give up

build your hope, one day at a time
that’s the only way to make it in this planet
hope keep us alive
it exasperate the desire to live
to love and be loved back

each sacred hope is a blessingful gift
the fear of the future are all in your head
just live the present
refuse to resurrect the past
hope for the best….

Dnt luk bck

Life is a journey
As you travel thru life
There r times where tough choices and decisions have to be made
Not all of them will work out, trust me
But don’t despair
Pack up your troubles and take a step forward
Probably that step might lead to your comfort-zone, ecstatic world
Where you will find warmth, love, caring, life and elevate
So don’t look back

I mean no day is the same as the other,
Although we have one of those days
But everyday is an absolute day
All you have to do is rise and grind
That’s why you should put one foot in front of the other always

Only if time was anti-clock we’d go backward
Though some have had greatest moments in the past
We all reminisce on those moments “or memories”
But the past will never be future
Just let go
And don’t look back

There might be a bright future ahead of u
Maybe just around the corner lies your ‘real life’
Giving up is no option but a temptation
Don’t be tempted to go back coz those are all memories now
Past efforts have made you who you are today………but a better self lies in front of you

In life we have to learn to let go…..so many people hold grudges
Exasperate evil thoughts coz of the wrong deeds
Think things will be better if certain things didn’t happen
I mean everything happen for a reason
All you have now is make the best outta you
You gotta move forward, even if it means leaving what seem comfortable
Keep focus on what is in front of you instead of what is behind you
Don’t look back

Danger of wealth

I remember when we were all growing up
We used to share almost everything
Even in plights we would share
We’d do things in unity as a community

As I grow older I experience the difference
The differences we once shared as kidz
We had dreams, we all wanted to be rich one day
And God has blessed us with our wishes
Some of us are living their dreamz

The danger of wealth prevails though
Wealth has made us self-reliant
Self sufficient
Self-contained
It has made us isolated

We once shared public transport
We were the community
Together life was good
But when we are wealth we become separated from others

Wealth evokes pride
It closes gates to the poor
In a way that we worry about luxury
And not about helping others to realize their potential too
The gap between the two (rich and poor) accumulates

The danger of wealth is evil
Its makes us selfish
We become addicted to a number of things
We find it hard to live with less
We long for more and more
We neglect the sufferings in the street

True wealth lies in your soul
It’s not in monitory value
But the love and respect we share with others
Not only with ourselves but others
It’s about making a difference in ones life too
God be with you!!!!!!

is it real?

Over-longing for a special one
Dwelling on unique & special qualities
Mixed emotions and feeling about love
Doubt of its existence
Here I sit, contemplating……..

Courtesy of love
I understand its meaning
But will I ever practice it?
I pondered……

Amid the dreams of love
She came into my life
My heart aches for her
Her uniqueness & values she possesses
It amazes me

Her ability to cheer me up
When I’m down
Her voice and its beautiful sound
Her silence while listening to me
The love she anchors for me
My feelings for her are beyond words

She taught me sense of loving
To be honest and patient
The power of love overwhelms me
Each day my love for you grows
Let it be our courtesy…….